Yet again, I find myself asking why anyone would want to go through this. I want to vomit, I'm so weak I can barely walk, every breath is a major effort, and I feel like I am crawling out of my skin. Even my mood swings are getting worse. In my hour commute to work, I went though 4 cycles of rage and depression.
I can't keep this up another 10-15 years. Something has got to give.